Major decisions, part 2!

Just like the sequel to the "The Hills Have Eyes", no one wanted to see the first one, and they REALLY don't want the second one.

I have fixed one aspect of my life, got rid of a major thing that was eating at my life.

Now on to another major decision.

What to do in the spring? I was going to put it off for another few days but Ryan asked me today.

Do I still want to go home? When I started thinking about it a major reason was the girl, but she is gone now.

At least this one I will not spend out in a tree, listening to Emery thinking about how bad stuff is.

This one is really a win win, I like it here, its fine. I have guys who I like and can talk to, really cool professors, and I know what kind of leadership this college turns out.

But I also love Iowa, I see what the others that have come here from there think about it now.

The yearly meeting has supported me in everything, and I know that they will support me if I stay here, but I do not want to be like the others, where I come here saying I will go back and serve the Lord alongside them. Then lose interest because the people here are pushing me in many other ways.

And I will be closer to my family, plus I have escapes there. When I need to be alone now I have to go wonder and hope that no one happens upon me. When I need a stretched period to recover I can go home and go sit by my river.