Sunday, November 2, 2008

OT Style

I wonder often if God still works Old Testament style. When we go to church, we hear about His love and how if we don't love Him and accept Jesus we are going to hell.

But what about the Old Testament style earthly punishment from above? Where when you screw up, God lets you know it. He makes you wonder in the wilderness.

I feel like I am in the wilderness. Outside of the promised land. I yearn for the day when He will let me enter, when I will be able to live life and love it again.

For now, I will get by, yes, I still have times I enjoy. But ultimately, I feel like I am being punished for the choice I made to come here.

Ah heck, lets read some more of the depressing books like Hosea, isn't it fun.

1 comment:

Audrey said...

I like the way you think! I left a comment on the post before this one two.